SpreadTheLove&Respect

2011-08-20T23:27:00.004+08:00

Last Lap.

Ramadan is ending fast.

It was as if only yesterday was the first day of Ramadan.

May Allah give us all strength to do all that we can do,

in this last few days of Ramadan.

Life has been tiring, with the year coming to an end fast.

Trying to do my best for what's coming; promos.

Shafie, hope you are in good health as always.

Miss those times we went to terawih together.

Ramadan; let it be a turning point.

2011-01-16T01:27:00.004+08:00

Rabakk...

This guy on top, have been a very good friend, always giving nice advices when I'm in need. Ini olang manyak tolong gua buat decision. Thanks alot, & my success would also be partly because of you. Wa manyak sayang sama lu. :)

I also love Shafie Bin Hussein. The silat guy a.k.a budak rilek.
He also help me alot & gave alot of advices. His smile menyinari seluruh dunia. Hahahahaha. Terima kasih wahai kawanku. Biar Allah sahaja yang balas jasa anta. :)

Well, I can never stop thanking cause everyone in my life has always been a part. Alhamdullilah.

But a success could also be a test from Allah.

I wish Khalisah good luck for your O level year. Now that you have one subject lesser. ;) I know you can do it, Insya Allah.

" Never forget to say how much you love your friend, cause you never know when its the last time. "

2010-12-18T02:58:00.007+08:00

NaSyazrul's 17th

Celebrated Nas & Syaz belated birthdays 2 days ago with

Musya, Wani, Luqman & Haiqal.

They are a great bunch of people to hang out with and yea,

looking forward to somemore.

(Budak January tu tak payah sudah...HAHA)

Nas also going Hong Kong today.
Well have fun ! Insya Allah you'll be back safely.

Got to tutor Fiqah, Amalina & Khalisah for awhile

and had to remember some of my a maths stuff.

Alhamdullilah I hope they learnt something beneficial.

Congratulations Suffian Bin Zainal on your results.

Am proud of you & will try to help you in anyway Insya Allah.

May you be in good health insya allah & if Shafie/ Hanis/Faizul is reading this, HI, see

ya all soon . :)

2010-12-02T15:16:00.005+08:00

i-don't-know title.

Morning was awesome, got to do crap stuff with zac.

he's working in a few hours time( muahaha).

so yea dude, kerja mau btol ahh, nie semuaaa amanah .

december is going to be quite busy.

insya allah i'll attend most events that i can.

but at the bottom of it all, still need to think of my next instituition.

ohh well.

may everything work out well, insya allah, in the coming days.

Khalisah, study smart this holiday.

It's never too late.

"hendak seribu daya, tak nak seribu dalih."

good luck, Ukhti.

gonna end with a reminder:

dignity is the price of your life, and nothing can buy it.

take care of it, hold it close to you & never let anyone buy it

with lust and desire.

2010-11-15T16:31:00.003+08:00

0137

Said my last goodbye to the examination hall and the O-level experience in my heart,
as i wiped away my index number which was written in chalk on the table.

Alhamdullilah, its a great experience.
BUT
there's nothing to party so much about, for the future will be much difficult.

Just hope friends and family members are they to help me .
Will try to fully utilise this holiday to be closer to Allah.

:)

2010-07-04T17:47:00.003+08:00

This journey can only be made possible with the Creator of all.
And this journey will end happily, only if Allah allows it.

2010-06-23T20:01:00.004+08:00

Happy 17th Shafie Bin Hussein.

Syukur Alhamdullilah to have someone like you as my companion
as you never fail to remind me about Allah.

Having you by my side, I've learnt to be grateful to Allah more than before.
Insya Allah you will be safe in this world,
and be put in Heaven in the Hereafter. Amin.

2010-06-19T12:43:00.009+08:00

2 more days and then the last lap begins.
It will be a new beginning, no more looking at the past, just
looking forward and getting ready for whatever Allah has written for me.

Yesterday was a great day spent with my favourite companions.
Was very happy to see Shafie, & also Hanis after quite sometime.
There're the same, never changed.
Syukur Alhamdullilah.

& even if they do, I know it'll be for the better.
Insya Allah.

Syukur Alhamdullilah I got to see Ustaz, Khalisah, Kay Nisa,

Syafiq, Hazrul & everyone else at mosque. I love them very much.

I really feel its the only time I forget about what's happening while the
earth is rotating, and remember the One who is in charge of it all.

Good luck to Khalisah for netball and bowling,
and to Kay too. :D

Insya Allah Fityan will win.

Always look at ourselves, then look at others.

2010-06-14T12:12:00.005+08:00

Far but near.

It's already pass 2 weeks of holidays and now down to 14 more days.

& also today is the first day to the Month of Rejab.

Syukur, may Allah allow us to meet Ramadan.

Shafie, take care & have fun at your camp yea.

Pekik banyak2 and jangan malu2. Haha.

Aku percaya kau tetap ade suare yang baik skali dok.

Insya Allah will go minum with you soon, Shafie.

& Reeyard, just stay strong dude.

May everyone whose sick heal fast.

Amin.

2010-05-31T20:47:00.005+08:00

Faith in Him.

Now it's all in Allah's hands. Insya Allah.

Reeyard drayeer, get well soon & take care.

2010-04-19T18:32:00.005+08:00

13 April was Shaifful's birthday.
Went to meet the people at cosy & everything

went as planned by Ahmad.

Great rocking fun yeaaa.

Went to meet Kak Muzz for tuition.
Syukur to have her as a tutor cause
there's alot of laughter and also learning.
Hahaha.

Have been a long journey since January. And now it's almost May.

The unexpected always happens & thats why life is a surprise.

Having to know what you are going to face everytime,

it's going to boring cause that way you'll never experience failure.

Life is short.
No, it's really very short.

Good luck in pursuing your studies Hanis.
& become a great Chef Insya Allah.

Great thing Shafie is enjoying his poly life.
Syukur.

I miss the month of Ramadhan,

& I miss you who have left to meet Allah.
We'll meet again Insya Allah.

2010-04-01T22:52:00.002+08:00

All with teeths, except you.

Today was a good day spent at NUH visiting Huda's Nanny
together with Jia, Hanafie and Dee.

Thanks you all for the great fun, even for a short period of time.
Hanafie & me ,while waiting outside the ward, we had a ride on the wheelchair
and he saw me fell down.
Haha thanks ah for the laugh.

Brother have been working so hard lately because he needs the money. Hope you have the strength to carry on.

So is Reeyard who's working so late just because of that deal.
Hope you tahan ahhh boyyy.

So far this year, I know that there's no limit to hardwork.
If you've put in hardwork. you must put in hardworker.

& you fail most of the time, but it only makes everything better.

Shafie's going to start school very soon.Insya Allah he
will study very well and score. No doubt, he has success on his way
Insya Allah.

Signing off,
Rafie.

2010-03-22T00:17:00.002+08:00

Decade & counting, Insya Allah.

Happy Birthday Hayrul Haziq Bin Osman!

Today marks the day you turn 16.
Haha, welcome to the club.

Syukur Alhamdullilah that we're still here.
And since this year is a difficult year,
let's face the obstacles together yea brother.

Insya Allah you will get what you desire for
& will be who you want to be in the future.

Thanks for all you've done.
Peace out,
like how you always say it.

2010-03-18T00:53:00.008+08:00

Grateful for life, grateful to have you all.
Syukur Alhamdullilah.

It takes years to build it,
but it takes a second for you to destroy it.

May Allah help you.

Monday was farewell for student leaders.
skipped farewell and gave tuition to Yan.
Salute his will to learn and study.

Today, went to meet Shaifful at cosy.
Syukur Alhamdullilah for the great night.

It's going to be 4 more days until Zac's birthday.
Haha.

& two more days until Kak Shidah's engagement.
Important dates yea.

Tomorrow, Shafie is going to Malaysia.
Insya Allah he will go and return safely.
Take care my friend.

Signing off,
Rafie.

2010-03-13T22:12:00.005+08:00

Yesterday after prayers met Hanis after a long time.

Thank you so much Hanis.

Went to watch Breakout 2010 with Shafie at Esplanade today.
It was a great show, a real powerful one.
& I couldn't stop laughing. Haha.

Thanks Shafie for the ticket & today.
Syukur Alhamdullilah.

Thanks for all you've done
& Insya Allah you will always be safe.

Signing off,
Rafie.

2010-03-12T03:39:00.004+08:00

It's just an addition of one,
and you are closer to meeting him.

Thank you Allah for today.
No doubt, I've learnt so much.

Syukur Alhamdullilah for what I already have.

Signing off,
Rafie.

2010-03-02T23:27:00.002+08:00

Hope.

Unexpected things happen in life.
& sometimes, you just try your best to amend the broken pieces.

Well, it takes a lot of effort and perseverance to achieve the achievable.

Some do things their own way,
some people behave differently,
some people breath differently,
and some people have a different purpose in life.

But just remember,one day or another,
you'll just be buried under the soil and the flat ground,
where none of your status that you fight and strive so much for,counts anymore.

It takes a lifetime for us to realise the true meaning of life,
but it takes one second for God to destroy everything.

Signing off,
Rafie.

2010-02-16T00:00:00.000+08:00

Your eyes, are the beauty of my soul.

Happy 16th birthday Siti Nurulhuda.

2010-02-02T00:14:00.004+08:00

Companions of life.

Last sunday was Khalisah's birthday.
My first surprise didnt work but the surprise at her house worked.
Syukur Alhamdullilah.

I had fun and yes, Im missing Rifdi ! Haha.I miss Khalisah & her sisters too. It's a great happiness being with her family.

Last week was a tiring week, but i managed to cope and get throught it.When you're happy when its Sunday, you'll have to think about Monday.

Its february already.

Just when you're tired about everything, you keep pushing yourself when you think about your dream. Stage. Audience. Music.

On friday, it was a long and fulfilling day of the week. Got to meet Hairizad and Hilary who were there because they want to retake their O level. Yea right. Haha.

Yesterday, got to meet Deena and she bought a whole set of brushes for 3.90! Haha.I bought some pens and accidentally left them somewhere. I was engrossed in my laughter with deena, i didnt notice until a few minutes later.

"So selenge right" - Deena
Luckily, i found it. Haha.

Zac fell down and may have fractured his hand today.
Insya Allah it's nothing serious.

Shafie got into the course he wants.
Syukur Alhamdullilah.

Insya Allah I will make full use of your advices.

The journey doesnt end with this one. It will be more difficult in years to come.

Signing off,
Rafie.

2010-01-17T22:11:00.005+08:00

Sacrifice.

Syukur Alhamdullilah for all that have happened so far.
Every single experience I face, I'm really grateful to have learnt valuable lessons.

Last Monday was the O level results day.Almost everyone got what they wanted. Shafie got 14 points & he is able to go for the course he want. Syukur Alhamdullilah. I know your hardwork & sacrifice will payoff. Someone like you deserves that results.

On the other hand, Nasri got 16 points and it's a big achievement for him. You have went through so much in this year and despite all the tumbling blocks you've faced,you still stood strong and managed to ace this exam. You're really a role model brother. Syukur Alhamdullilah for your results & insya allah you will get that course.

Seeing all the results, I know I have to put in so much effort if i want to be thanking God like these two people did.

Insya Allah, I'll make you proud brother by getting the points you expect me to.

On thursday, Shafie came back to school & i had the chance to solat zohor with him aftera long time. Syukur alhamdullilah.

Yesterday was CCA open house & it all went well after all our hardwork.
Syukur alhamdullilah.Thanks Iliyana for spending your time with the choir!

After that went home with Shafie, Hanis, Faizul & Yaqub.

I've made a huge sacrifice for the sake of O levels and I don't know if I'll regret it orwill benefit from it. It all depends on myself. Insya Allah the decision is right.

Guess life do need alot of sacrifices.

Another week of school is starting tomorrow & I must survive it.

Insya Allah you will get to the choice you want Shafie. Amin.

signing off,
Rafie.

2010-01-09T23:23:00.000+08:00

Dreams.

2009 ended with a sad note & I've realised that nothing lasts forever. Insya Allah I will use my time to the fullest in this year.

The start of 2010 has been great so far, with great people who I've spent time with. Syukur Alhamdullilah.

Wednesday was grooming course and in 3 days, I've learnt so much thanks to Coach Ernest. We went fine dining at marina mandarin hotel and I really had fun seeing the way people eat. Some fast, and some just indulging in every bite.

Zac wore the same exact as me as we planned it and we looked like brothers.The day was really memorable with alot of laughter and some humiliation due to sleeping with an open mouth on the way back. Haha.

I would really like to thank Nasri for the vest. Thanks brother for meeting me at 11pm the
day before eventhough you're tired after a day out. I really felt good wearing that vest. Thank you
so much. & I know you will pass your Os. Insya Allah.

Thanks to Shafie too for the advices a night before and also making me much more excited about
it. Haha. I bet no one can steal that title away from you.

Last Sunday was Shafie's Brother's Wedding. And what better way to kickstart my 2010 by doing rewang with Shafie, Hanis, Faizul & Yaqub.

I really had a great time laughing, smiling, carrying the plates, topping up the drinks and look at someone's family be so happy. Syukur Alhamdullilah.

Yaqub never fails to flex his muscles. They all are great people that I really enjoy being around with. Thank You all. Syukur Alhamdullilah for the great time.

Shafie, insya Allah you will get the results you want.

Amin.

Signing off,
Rafie.

2009-12-31T21:21:00.004+08:00

Al - Maut .

In life, people come & go.

You never know when your time is up and you never know

when God will want someone you love eternally.

She has been holding on to every breath she can,

and at the last minutes,

the doctor said that it all depends on her will to live.

But no matter what, Allah still loved her more & only He can make

the decision.

A woman like her deserves so much better and Insya Allah in

the hands of Allah, She will be safe and happy till

we meet again.

And I never fail to remind myself,

I could be meeting her soon, today or tomorrow.

For death doesnt wait.

Semoga Allah meringankan segala keperitanmu dan melancarkan perjalananmu

ke syurga, Insya Allah. Amin.

Thank you Syazrul Hakim for those words

that reminded me of reality.

2009-12-26T03:14:00.011+08:00

A Day spent with Huda.

Just put a smile on your face and walk through the day with strength.

Sec one orientation was fine and syukur it all went smoothly.

It was tiring but refreshing.

Today went out with Siti Nurulhuda Bte Ismail. After prayers met Adi and took a bus to Jurong East and we met Huda on the way. Adi dropped at City Hall, me and Huda continued. First we went to Bugis to get her shades. It was crowded and someone like her would be so mad already. Haha.

After that we made our way to the hotspot for the day, town. Well it was more crowded than usual and as compared to Bugis, more packed. But the atmosphere was damn fun.

What was annoying was the majority of people wearing this small hat on their head which cost, 5 bucks. ( Ohhhhhhh! Hahahaha. ) & everyone was wearing it. As we were watching this performance, the thunder just striked and so everyone was laughing. Haha. Huda pon melatar, heh.

After that, we just went wild and crazy and did all the stupid stuffs we were not suppose to do in public. Haha. Taubat la Huda. ;D For example, we did not get into this train as it was full and so we waited for the next train, standing in front of the doors and blocking everyone else. Hahaha.

On the way home we still were able to laugh and yes Huda, you made my day.

Wanted to meet bestest friend who's working but he was busy. Hope you're doing alright and not aching here and there. Insya Allah your hardwork will payoff.

Signing off,

Rafie.

2009-12-22T12:48:00.004+08:00

Forward Footsteps.

Sometimes unexpected things happen,
and you never know what you would suffer.

You may be happy now, but you may not be tomorrow.

We all don't know the decisions that God make.
& we have no right in saying it.

You can dwell on it but you can never undone what is done.
All that we have power on, is the power to move forward.

Last friday was Choir and it was fun that we could try a accapella song like that.
Thanks Kat, Izza for coming and Iliyana for caring about us.
It was great reunion after quite sometime.
Syukur Alhamdullilah.

Met Nas and Syaz on the way to prayers.
Those two dudes are the ones who are the best to be around with.
Haha.

After prayers went back to school with Nas.
& we watched as the N level candidates got their results.

Went to Jp and spent some time with him, Khiriah, Saienah & Syiqa.
Thanks Nas for the great time.
& your craziness is the reason why you're like my brother.
Haha.

Thanks eh for writing on my hand using the tester eyeliner.

Yesterday was Choir
and Mr Tham really made us laugh our ass off.
Haha.

Before choir there was briefing and i got to meet
Khalisah ! :D

And after Choir met Huda, Jia, Umira, Danish and Jia's bf.
It was nice to meet Danish cause that boy really brightened my day.
Haha.

Eventhough it's only one day that I know Danish, I kind of miss him.

I'm happy to be able to spend time with the girls after so long.
& I'm even happier to see Jia.
I hope what you say is not true Jia, I really pray that you make the right decision.
And I had fun talking to you even for awhile.

Jia wanted to pump my...
Hahahaha.

Thanks Huda for walking such a long distance, I really appreciate it.
Sorry that your stomach was hurt.

I didnt know you would sacrifice for me.

Haha.

& I really hope to see you move on.

I know you are moving on and continue to.

Cause when you have moved on, you can boast about it all you want,

and you know you have become a stronger woman.

Be strong girl ! ;)

& good luck learning how to dance tectonic.

Hahahah.

Tomorrow will be secondary One orientation and will be meeting Khalisah and other councillor mates again.
Hope that friend of mine will be as cheerful as she can be tomorrow.
:D

Nasri Sani, hope you're doing fine.
One day, I wanna sing with you cause I know you have a good voice.
Haha.

I miss ya brother.

& Shafie, hope you're doing well with work and everything.
Talk to you soon.

Signing off,
Rafie.

Luqman Hakim Bin Sadali, Chealsea really sucks. :D

2009-12-15T00:00:00.000+08:00

You'll never know until you embrace it.

The choir went to see Mr Tham & the SYC for their concert.
It was a great concert and the last few songs were beautiful.
Thanks for the great time Iliyana & Saren.

Today went to picnic in the morning with Amsyar, Afif & Sis.
Syukur Alhamdullilah to be able to meet them after so long.

I would like to apologise to Latep.
He should know why.
I'll make it up to you man.

Siti Nurulhuda, thanks for being a great friend so far through these few days.

We've been so close and I cannot thank you any more. Cause then you'll be too proud. Haha.
Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Love you, my friend.

Today is Nasri's birthday,

Happy birthday to you, Mohd Nasri Bin Mohd Sani.

Enjoy this day, don't think about anything, just think about your dreams that you will reach one day. Thanks for all you've done this year and all those lessons you've taught me.
Truly, you are great and you are someone I look up to.
Insya Allah, your life will improve every single day.

And Allah will always put a smile on your face.
Amin.

Thank you again, brother.

Im grateful to Allah to have known you.

Signing off,
Rafie.

2009-12-12T00:23:00.000+08:00

Persevere for what you want.

Syukur Alhamdullilah I've gone through great days in december so far.

I've learnt that if you don't persevere, then no use having all your dreams and all your aspirations.

The first day and second day was a hard one as everyone had their differences and we just couldnt get along that well. Third day was when we started our Land Expedition. And in total for the day, I've trekked at least 15km or more. Syukur.

We had to persevere.
If you want comfort, you have to work for it.

Before we went to our destination, we was given a chance to climb this tower. In our hands was a stone, we were holding as a symbol of a dream we want to have. And when we reached the top, we threw the stone towards the sea and shouted.

" AHHHHH!"

And yes, that was freedom.

All I said was syukur Allah to be able to see this view from the top.

And soon, it rained and we had to get down from the

tower which is roofless. And we had a chance to go to the
jetty and with our smelly shirts, we could feel the breeze.

But again, it rained heavily and we had to find shelter.

So we continued our journey and finished
our destination. Tock Seng was able to reach first! YESSSA!

At night, we were alarmed by the instructors that we need to move to a new campsite.
We were told not to make any noise and that helped us focus more. We just kept quiet and just wanted to finish our trek. Alpha One worked as one.

And that night, I didnt bathe and I was unable to pray because i couldnt find any source of water. We had to even pee at the trees. No way was i going to do that. Haha.

Fourth day: The tiredness of yesterday had not fade away yet. But we had to continue our Sea Expedition. I couldnt believe that I've walked that much in a day yesterday and I know I had to finish the whole expedition.

Oranges were like drugs. Haha. So we paddled for 8 hours and took only short breaks.

Everyone was happy to finish the expedition. As soon as we were done washing the tri yak and collecting everything that we need,

We were given a chance to do a JETTY JUMP!

Syukur Alhamdullilah i was able to do that.

So holding on to my lifevest, I looked straight and

jumped into the water. All i remember was that

it took awhile to reach the bottom. Haha.

And again, I could feel freedom and some sense of accomplishment. ;D

We marked the end of our expedition and our success. At night, we had cooking competition. Hahaha. So we just kept cooking corn, baked beans, curry, mushrooms and ate it with rice.

This was the best night of the camp and I slept

directly beside a tree which is facing the sea. I admit i

was having alot of thoughts about people at home and

what they were doing at that time. All i could hear were the waves.

And i awaken by the sound of the azan the next day.
Syukur Alhamdullilah to be able to hear the

azan eventhough it was at the campsite.

The last day was an emotional one.
But tock seng and suisen were given a chance to

do a leap of faith on the high elements to

mark the end of the camp.

It was an unforgettable experience.

So I climbed up the ladder, got myself into the first plank,

and jumped towards the other plank on the other side.

There was a big gap in between. Then, we had to blindfold ourselves and

do the reverse. So you cannot see where you are going, and you need to

have the faith and trust towards your senses.

Before we did that, we had to shout out a commitment

we would to have in our life and that we must fulfill it, and i said

" I would like to keep all my friends that I have till the end of my life."

And I did the jump, sucessfully. Syukur for that

and the feeling was once again, mesmerizing.
Tock Seng sat in one circle, and we all had

to close our eyes.

Instructor roland played this piano

piece as he said beautiful words that I can

never forget. It was the last time we will sit in a circle.

Life is always a challenge and you never know when you will fail and when you will succeed. But do you want to continue, its up to you.

Before going to prayers, met up with Huda just to catch up with her.

She was so noisy.
Hahaha.

Thanks for the great time though.

Cannot say much, cause I can say everything when I meet you again.

Haha.

Prayers, met Syazrul.

Syaz, you are someone good and I believe so.

Cheer up and be strong.

No doubt, I know you are strong.

After prayers, met with Shafie, Hanis & Faizul.

It was great to hear them again and know about their lifes after so long.

Syukur Alhamdullilah for the time I was given

and Insya allah, we'll meet again soon.

Shafie, Hanis & Faizul:

Good luck with your work and hang in there.

Insya Allah it will get better.

Signing off,

Rafie.

Happy Birthday to Cherith Kathilien!

You've been a great part of my life and I'll never forget you.

Good luck with your future endeavours.

2009-11-29T22:55:00.017+08:00

Life travels too fast.

One moment, Im there laughing, and the next moment, I'm down due to the problems I face. It just keeps changing cause you cant stay happy always.

If only life was a little slower.

Allah, I hope I am making my life worthy with all the choices I've made.

Last Monday, had class gathering at Sentosa and yes i enjoyed myself. Everyone had fun and we really bonded. Looking forward to another one soon. Yes, it was tiring.

Tuesday, had student leaders camp. & it added on to my tiredness. But no matter what, I still pushed myself to become hyper and bring the group into greater heights. Haha.

Thanks everyone for the great time at the camp RCs.

& I miss the way Khalisah sticks out her tongue. Hahaha.

And your picture after putting make up on as a pontianak still gives me goosebumps.

Haha.

I still had time to spend with my Siti NurulHuda. I cycled with her for about one hour and we catched up on each other. I truly miss her and her everything.

You really brightened my day Huda.

Thanks for the treat.

I love you, gf.

& after the whole week of events, I had some time to rest.

Syukur Alhamdullilah I'm getting better. Tomorrow will be OBS camp until Friday. Hope everything runs smoothly and may Allah protect me from any harm. Amsyar, come back soon.

I know I'll miss Huda and her jokes. I really will miss you my dear. I just keep repeating but it's true. Take care of yourself. Be strong and Im still there when you need me. Just a text away.

Smile Huda cause that smile can bring wonders.

Reeyard, I hope you come home soon. Aku rindu kau. I really hope you're fine. Come back soon. May you come back home safe and sound.

Shafie, take care of yourself.

Signing off, Rafie.

2009-11-22T03:33:00.015+08:00

Goodbye, my friend.

Syukur Alhamdullilah for what I've been through so far.

Extended term has ended. After a few weeks of working, we at least have some break. And in about one year, I will be looking back at the times i spent at school. And i just cannot wait to say, " O level has ended ". Insya Allah it will past fast.

What I know, I will just miss school for certain reasons some people should know. Yes, things change.

Kaleidorama was not a total disaster. Yes we got nervous but so,e gave it a fight and just fought through. Truthfully, I don't care about what happened cause no matter what, you have to look towards your goal. Nevermine, we'll try harder.

Iliyana, thanks for being a good friend, sister and a role model for me. I'll miss you when you're out of choir but like you said, it's fate. May you have a great future. Oh who cares, I know you will. Haha. ;D

Friday after prayers I was given a chance to meet Nas. Haha. And he is as always, crazy. But that's the side of him which is better. Whatever he thought me is true. Tc of yourself, Nas.

& after that went back to school, and i got wet because of this long-haired girl named Khalisah.Too bad Khalisah, I made you wet too. Haha. Yes, you made my day & please cheer up. Look on the bright side. :)

Huda, thanks for all you've done. I am gonna miss you when you're gone and have fun. Walaupun aku da tunggu kau berjam-jam, tapi aku tetap tak tertido. Hahaha. Applause eh, Allison. Haha.

This month, I've been saying alot of goodbyes and will say more goodbyes in days to come. In a few hours time, Amsyar will leave for Melaka. Like he always does. Tc & enjoy your trip Amsyar aka Gaga. Come back fast and we have movie marathon ok.

And in a few hours. Ahmad Rihyad will leave too. So tonight is the last night and I'll have to wait for maybe a month. Let's just hope it's only 9 days. Good luck later for your match and Insya allah, you will go and come back safely. Have a safe trip reeyard. Take care of yourself man. Don't be sad about it okay. Aku akan rindu kau.

Shafie, Hanis, Faizul, Yaqub and Faisal will be performing tomorrow and so good luck to you all. I know you all will outshine the other performances and do your best guys. The past few days were the last days you all will come back to school. Thanks for the laugh.

Shafie, you have a talent in singing. Please go for it.

Signing off, Rafie.

2009-11-13T03:49:00.008+08:00

Today will mark a day,

That I will remember until the end of my life.

I keep asking myself why must it always end like this?

But just no one wil ever give me the answer,

Cause it was all written by Allah as part of my life.

Well, Allah, I pray to you that you help keep this friendship going cause without the help of you, nothing good can happen in my life. Im alone tonight and I hope you are there.

As of today, my pillars of strength are not going to be there anymore and I don’t know how I’ll survive with that. I know I still have Allah and I must continue with life, even if this feet is heavy to walk the steps.

Tomorrow will be my last performance with my two seniors, Iliyana and Izza. You two, thanks a lot for coming back to sing with us. Truly, I am going to miss you all and miss those times we use to sing together and do silly things. Insya Allah you two will have a great future, and I believe you two will.

As for Shafie, thanks for all that you’ve taught me and all that you’ve done my friend. Truly, I will miss you man. I wish you all the best in your future and that you will have an easy journey in life, insya allah. Aku akan selalu doakan kau dan aku akan sentiasa ingat orang baik macam kau. Forgive all my sins Shafie. May Allah bless your life in this world and in the hereafter. Amin.

Yes, I'll do my best to make you proud.

Signing off, Rafie.

2009-11-03T02:41:00.020+08:00

I stumbled upon words that made me give up living my day to the fullest. But just when I wanted to end everything, I looked upon the sky and asked Allah, if he could help me make the decisions in life and just lead me to the right way. I knew Allah is hearing me, like how he was hearing the thousands of people praying to him.

School have been great so far. The normal routine starts all over again and in 8 months time, O level ? Insya Allah we’ll be on the right path.

Choir camp was fun indeed. I felt nearer to people who I never expected to be close with and I was happy that most people was happy together and the smiles that I saw, I know safirah had done a great job as the president.

My friend, I love you too much to see you hurt like this. I don’t want you to cry anymore and be strong, like u always do. I know it hurts very much but I am here for u. I will help you get through , until your hand is fully healed. I know you may never read this but I don’t care. Allah, please help safirah through these days and heal her wound fast.

Take care and rest well, Safirah.

In a few days, they will finish their Os. Good for them. All the best for your last papers and do your best. Syazrul, please don’t give up on your last 3 papers. Please study hard Syazrul. That’s the last thing I ask from you, my friend.

Saying goodbye is painful. But what is confirmed by Allah, will just be the road. I don’t have any power to choose what I want, what I desire to have, and who I want in my life. I can only pray that every single step I take, I know that you’re still here with me, not with the eyes, but with the heart. May Allah help this friendship last eternally cause there’s no other friend like you.

Theres nothing in my life that I need to be proud of.

Cause I'm never better.

Syukur Alhamdullilah for what I still have in life.

Signing off, Rafie.

Shafie, give it all you've got for the last lap.

2009-10-21T21:23:00.000+08:00

Don't back down, even when the waves are strong.

On Monday had a great time accompanying Nasri at the library to revise. And I am glad to see him revise and stay focus. Syukur Alhamdullilah. Yes I believe he will pass all his subjects, get the points he want and will go to the course he desires. Insya Allah. You will get through this hurdle smoothly, Nas.

School has been great and just as the others are celebrating, the sec 3’s will have extended term until the end of November. Insya Allah i can endure till then. Haha.

The long talk at macd with Hanis and Yaqub was fun. I know I wont be able to laugh as much when these brothers gone.

Tomorrow will be the start of the O’s for sec 4s and sec 5s. Good luck to all of you seniors. ;)

Insya Allah Shafie Bin Hussein will ace all of his subjects and will get to the course he wants. May Allah bless you and help you through this obstacle that I know you can overcome. Aku tahu kau boleh buat semua paper dengan betul dan Insya allah, kau akan pass dan dapat good grades untuk semua. Amin. Orang mukmin yang hati baik, akan selalu diberkati Allah, Insya allah. ;D

To Hanis: I know you will do well tomorrow and for the rest of the exams. Boleh punye lah.You can do it, Insya Allah. Jangan putus asa dan terus berusaha. Kau cukup pandai la Hanis. Amin. ;)

Khalisah, don’t worry about your hair.
You already look pretty my friend. ;)
Complain somemore, and I’ll donate some of my hair to your head, for real!
Hahahaha.

Insya Allah tomorrow will be a better day for everyone in this world from every walks of lives. Let’s get through every obstacle with faith and patience.

Signing off,
Rafie.

2009-10-18T23:25:00.009+08:00

Drench yourself in words unspoken,
Live your life with arms wide open,
Today is where your book begins,
The rest is still unwritten.

Choir on Friday was hilarious. Mr Tham brightened our day so much by all his jokes. After choir, Mr Tham, me , safirah and Iliyana went to banquet and mr tham drove us there. In the carpark, we saw how fun and funny mr tham is and we really understood him more.

He is not the normal instructors who just teach but he inspires. Haha.

Ohh and not to forget, me and safirah asked iliyana the meaning of menara gading and she simply said, “ ohh belajar hingga ke menara daging tu …” and the next second “Hahahahahahahahaha!!” They surely made my day. Haha.

But what I know, being alone in the 187 bus for one hour straight is boring. Just prayed to God that the next hours was going to be better. Thanks Reeyard & Sakinah. And thanks Sis for all the help.

At the end of the day, went to ustazah asmak’s house alone and Syazrul came. I was bored and watching football with you was fun man. Football addicts always have a lot to comment during a football match. Haha. Syaz, diam sudahlah.

Saturday was a day that is special. I failed twice and I won once. I failed to make Sis and others proud and also get through an audition. But I know, insya allah, there is something good in everything that happens cause Allah is fair. On my way home, I was finding for city hall. I searched and searched for the mrt and I never got to it.

So I gave up and sat at the bustop waiting for a bus that hopefully goes to a mrt station. In the end, I walked towards a cluster of buildings and I eventually got to raffles city shopping centre. & I was able to take the mrt home. Syukur Alhamdullilah. Haha.

Thanks Iliyana for helping me a lot and all those kind words of yours. Study hard my friend. ;)
And thanks Mr Tham for the opportunity that you gave and all those advices that help me through.

Today had madrasah and it was another hilarious day. To some extend, Amsyar was noisy than usual and so he said whatever that was on his mind.

“Amsyar suare tk sedap, jangan partner dengan die"

Hahahaha.

Syukur Alhamdullilah that i have been given opportunities and I will never forget all this stepping stones that I went through as a teenager. Insya allah, I will work hard and not give up in what I love doing.

Maybe what is chosen by Allah, is the best for us and everybody.

Signing off,

Rafie.

2009-10-09T23:37:00.006+08:00

Raining lights.

Alhamdullilah its already 20th Syawal. And we are only left with 10 more days. Insya Allah everyone will use it to the fullest.

I’m left with 5 more papers and soon it’s school again. They say it’s the last lap, but we have one bigger lap next year. It seems like yesterday was the first day of secondary 3 life.

Friday is always the best day of the week. After prayers, had to entertain Nasri’s nonsense.
Ok fine not nonsense, just that he was uber happy. Haha. Da la mcm pokok.

Just now just watched Nur Kasih and too bad, Shira is unable to be reached.Where’s my drama buddy!

Tomorrow will be going to Mosque for raya celebration. Going to meet Khalisah, Kay Nisa, Kak Isnani and other fityan mates. And yes, Khalisah is singing. Haha. Cheyy no la. She only knows how to say the singapore pledge. ;)

Syawal is about to pass,
And we may never see it again or see tomorrow again,
Insya Allah the days to come,
Are the best days for everyone.

Harap2 budak yang tinggal kat depan botanic garden,
Is doing fine Insya Allah.
Haha.

Signing off,
Rafie.

Kecoh2 Raya!

2009-10-03T20:23:00.027+08:00

1st Day of Syawal.

Azhar.
Light up the day.

Pengumuman pengumuman.
Excited.

Birthday Song.

It was Azhar's birthday on the first day of Raya. So fortunate. ;)

We sang him a birthday song and al fatihah. He already took the cream and lick it before the cake is even cut. The atmosphere was different yet the best.

& the Rendang, POWER!

My new drug in Syawal is Rendang.
Haha.

2nd Day of Syawal.

Kak Shidah.

Little footsteps.

Iliyyin Danish.

Nana.

Talent.

She played it randomly and all the guests ignored. haha.

Angklong.

Shidah-On.

Talking to the phone alone is his pastime. & he speaks to nobody like how he speaks to a friend. :D

Second day, got to enjoy my time with Kak Shidah and all the young babies.

The kids really made me smile and laugh.

Especially Danish who talked to the phone suddenly.

& he would be angry when i snatch the phone away.

I laughed whenever he smiled.

Haha.

Second Day was fun and enjoyable.

Syukur Alhamdullilah.

pencuri wallet!

Farhanaaaaaaaaa.

Syawal has been great.
Meeting Kak Shidah and other relatives are always fun. :)

Meanwhile, school have been great.
Teachers are somehow great.
& i'll make Mr Lin proud by getting a good grade for maths.
Ok MawwSakMas?

Ok let's talk about Siti Nurulhuda Bte Ismael.
Well, she distracts me every Thursday morning,
and never fail to make me get scolded every malay lesson.

But somehow, she still makes me smile. Haha. ;)

Here are some examples of our nonsensical acts:
We changed all the peribahasa:

Besar Kapal Kecil Sampan. – besar kapal besar gelombang

Mengilai seperti pontianak, seciap bagai ayam

& we made our own poems:

“Di esplanade ade step,
Kau jangan step!”

“Namaku Aubrey suwito,
Buto !”
( hahaha. *shakes head)

“Rafie ade _____,
Huda ade ______!”
Hahaha.
You know I know babe.

“Pontianak mengilai,
Lailai!”

"I suke ____rul,
I rules!"

Nonsense, I know.
And as we stopped, we became more lame and stupid. Haha.

She has another side, the hidden one.

And this is original. Haha.

Last Sunday, went to madrasah to celebrate Hari Raya.

And as expected, there were only 5 people in my class.
& i was the only guy.

Because someone didnt come cause he went for tuition!
And someone went back.

Khalisah should know what i was forced to do.
Haha.
;)

Shira has been my partner in watching Nur Kasih at sensasi.
Omg!
She didn’t want to go to the toilet just because she don’t want to miss a single second of the drama.
See our random conversations:

Shira: “ Eh dorang buat ehh?! Awwwww ~ ! “
Rafie: “Yelah, kan dorang da kahwin. Boleh buat pape dorang nak.”
Shira : “ Awwwww. So sweet”

Rafie: “Eh drg ade rumah baru seyhh. Confem bnyk buat ehh!”
Shira: “ Hahaha! Tu uhhh. Lagi bnyk privacy.”

Rafie: “ Alamak, nak buat cite tak agk2! Asal tak buat cite

kambeng kat reban kene langgar kereta ke, lagi best. HAHA.
Shira: “ Cb kau ! SIAK! "

Rafie: “ I didn’t say it was you! Hahaha. Eh kau jela kahwin ngn Sarah.”
Shira: “Eeeeeeeee tak nak siak! Muke die mcm ________."
Rafie: “ Hahahahaha! Bastard. Tak perlu ehh! Hahahah.”

& Shira’s face is like Mak Sarah in the show. hahahaha.

And that’s how my every Saturday morning goes.
Haha.

I miss Ramadan.

Well, eveytime the end year exams come,
everyone just can't wait to be sitting on that chair and doing the last exam.

InsyaAllah everyone will pull through yea.

After all, there's only left one month for the sec 4's
Takpe la, da takdir.

Insya Allah bahagia hidup selamanya.

Last lap.

You bet we all will give it all out.

Insya Allah.
Amin.

Signing off,

Rafie.

Tidak ada syarat untuk berbuat baik, sesiapa saja dengan apa cara,
tiada keterbatasan atau tuntutan yang harus dipenuhi.
Kita bebas memberi dan menerima serta berkongsi apa sahaja.
Biarkan kita syahdu dialunkan oleh lagu higga airmata menitis merenung
kekesalan dan seterusnya bangkit mengenal siapa kita.

- Siti Nurhaliza

2009-09-30T20:23:00.000+08:00

No wonder you're one in a million.

Goodbye Ramadan.

2009-09-19T21:23:00.006+08:00

Syawal.

Ramadan has left us.
And syawal is here.

Syukur Alhamdullilah to have gone through Ramadan.
And yes, Im already missing the holy month.
It’s going to be a long way until the next Ramadan.
And I really hope I can meet that month again.
Amin.

I bet all of you would have gotten at least one hari raya wish from your friends.
Well, everybody’s busy doing all their last minute stuffs and ironing clothes.
Im happy that most of them are excited.
Eventhough they said in their blogs that they do not have the moods
Haha.
So contradicting.

Just now the geylang experience was fun and exciting.
I can never forget the shop which sells keropek.
I repeat, keropek.
That’s how they spelt it at the paper.
Haha.

The atmosphere at the last day: SUPERB.
All so noisy and hectic.
"4 sepuluh dollar, 4 sepuluh dollar!"

And syukur I’ve got my hands on Tahajjud Cinta.
As per normal, the songs are satisfactory.

Jia said to me:

you've been such a great junior, fren and makcik kpo. Hehehheheheheheh

haha. Thanks jia. Maen bunge api sampai rumah terbakar . Cannot eh cannot. Haha. Good luck with your Ns. Besok senyum mahu cantek eh. Haha. See you soon. ;)

Insya allah everyone will have a great Syawal and may you all have learnt something new in Ramadan.

As you know what im going to say,
Selamat Hari Raya and forgive all my sins.

Signing off,
Rafie.

2009-09-18T22:59:00.007+08:00

28th Ramadan.

28th Ramadan.
One more day and Ramadan will leave us.
Just now was the last terawih and tomorrow will be the last day of fasting.
It’s just sad that a month like this would pass so fast.
But let’s all pray that this year’s Ramadan has been
the best for us to get closer to Allah. Amin.

Insya Allah we’ll meet Ramadan again next year.
If the world hasn't end or our lives are still long. Amin.

The imam just now was already in tears when he read the verses.
& I understand why.

Syukur Alhamdullilah we are able to meet this year’s Ramadan.
& I can’t be any more grateful to have been able to go terawih with someone at the start of Ramadan.

I’m going to miss the pak cik who always sits on the exact spot everyday during terawih,
And the feeling of terawih when you achieve it.

Got to know Abg Hanif and he was the one who I always see at terawih.
& it feels happy to see someone you know going to terawih.
Yea, I’ll study hard and we’ll meet soon.

When I hear tomorrow’s takbir,
I know I will shed tears upon leaving Ramadan.

Tomorrow will be going to Geylang at the last minute
just to enjoy the last bits of Geylang and get my hands on Tahajjud Cinta.
But I’ll have to be home before maghrib, to hear the takbir.

Once again, may all the sec 4’s and 5’s get what they desire.
And the sec 4NA, please pass your N and we’ll meet next year.
Insya Allah.

Exams are here.
I’m tired already and here comes more tiredness.
Well life is never rest, right?

Life. Life. Life.
The reason we live is for God,
And because of God,
We can live till this second.

The bestest friend will always be the bestest friend.
That, i can guarantee.

Signing off,
Rafie.

23rd Ramadan.

2009-09-13T16:47:00.004+08:00

23rd Ramadan.

It’s already the 24th night of Ramadan.
Truly, I feel so down as Syawal is nearer.

If only we had more time in Ramadan.
& more days to go terawih,
More days to fast
And more days to enjoy this month.

Do you feel how fast time flies?
Well, the world is going to end soon of course.
Insya allah, the last few days of Ramadan,
every single Muslim can spend the time to the fullest.
Amin.

Yesterday, in my journey home from bazaar jurong west,
Me and my mum saw this small little girl.
Well, she is so chubby and cute, that her mouth is square in shape.

She is so plump and cuddly and I felt like pinching her hands.
She had long hair and I’ve got to say,
her hair looks so much better than an adult’s hair.
Haha.

And guess what, she talked to this aunty beside
her eventhough she doesn’t know who she is.
Haha.

When I smiled at her, she would smile back.
Soon enough, all the people in the lower deck
are looking at her, laughing at how she talks so fluently with the aunty.
Haha.

Just by looking at her, even without her making a joke, we can smile.
No wonder, babies are called light to the eyes.
They really brighten our lives in someway.

I find Siti’s songs can bring tears of repentence.
But I really believe that if someone whose
heart is thick like stone and he decides to
change his life, and then he
listens to these spiritual songs, it really makes a difference.

No wonder she’s an inspiration.

Exams are coming soon.
Good luck to all sec 4’s and 5’s sitting for their prelims and O’s.
Insya allah everyone of you will get what you desire.
Amin.

Let’s embrace the last days or Ramadan with the fullest repentance and sincerity.

Signing off,
Rafie.

To you,

Hold on to your faith ok.
It’s going to be very hard.
You are going to suffer through the way but you must know
And trust that Allah will help you.

Keep on having patience and most importantly, don’t give up.
You are strong enough for this, and I believe it.

2009-09-09T22:23:00.009+08:00

Faith that brings you through.

18th Ramadan.

Two more days and then it will be
the last ten days of Ramadan.
& these ten days are going to be the
most important days in Islam as all Muslims
will strive very hard to get closer to God.

Yesterday, went to study with Huda & Safirah.
It was a great time spent as it’s been long since I spent time with
Siti Nurulhuda Bte Ismail.
Safirah made me laugh so much.

Sakinah also joined us.

I got to finish at least one assignment but Huda finished none.
Haha.

Today is already Wednesday.
5 more days to finish all the homework.

Today is a great day.
At least I know today is better than yesterday.
Went to terawih and the jemaah is less at this time of Ramadan.
But the feeling of terawih soothes your soul.
Still, it’s so much different since that day.

To Syazrul Hakim Bin Zulkifli.
Thanks yea.
Haha.
I saw you from the stage with a glum face.
& I kept wondering why.
Whatever it is, good luck studying for your prelims ok.
You can do it man.
;)

Siti’s new album, Tahajjud Cinta has already been released today.
The single Ku Percaya Ada Cinta is ringing in my brain already.
Haha.
(Click on the song name to hear it.)

It’s an album filled with songs that remind of you of God.
& so I’m sure her songs will inspire thousands again.

Ada hikmah yang pasti.

Sejak mula ku percaya ada cinta

Cinta itu memungkinkan segalanya

Cinta suci yang abadi
- Siti Nurhaliza

To someone I look up to:

Today you proved so many people that you are capable of going
Through this obstacle.
& I’m really proud of you.
For all the tears you shed,
For all the pain you endured,
And for all the patience you had,
One day,
All that you ever wanted will be given by God.

Please do not cry anymore.
You’re the one I look up to.
& I’m not the only one.

No doubt, you’re someone strong and not weak.
Insya Allah the days ahead will be better ok.
Much better.
Amin.

Let’s hope tomorrow will be better than today.

Signing off,
Rafie.

2009-09-07T00:06:00.011+08:00

Rain.

It’s already 16th Ramadan.
Sadly, 14 more days and this month will end.

You get to see the rain almost everyday,
You get to eat all kinds of different food everyday,
And best of all,
You get to experience the real meaning of Ramadan.

I’m really grateful that I was able to do a performance on Teachers Day.
Thanks to you all.

Thanks Hanis for all those stage tips and the encouragement.
Without you, I couldn’t have sung on that stage.
Haha.

Thanks Yaqub for your advice too.

Thanks Siti Nurulhuda bte Ismael,
Mawaddah As-Sayiddah,
Nur Sakinah Bte Mohd Salleh &
Nur Masturina Bte Abdul Rahim.
Thanks for all the naggings and advices.
Really appreaciate it and May God repay your deeds.

Thanks Benny and Jordan for being my helpful guitarists.
You both are really talented aite.

Thanks Shuella for being proud of me.
Thank you also for singing along and cheering with saren, amira and all.
Haha.

Thanks Shafie for the courage.
& lastly, thank all those who sang along with me.
Especially Iliyana and Musya!
Haha.

If I left out anybody, thank you yea.

I feel so secure and happy in Ramadan.
It’s just a feeling no other month can have.
& Insya allah, I’ll be looking forward to lailatul qadr.

We’ve already passed half of Ramadan and more than three quarter of the year.
Time is going faster every year.
If you don’t step up into the game, you’ll lose.

And as time goes by faster, I’m scared that the world will end soon.
Real soon.

But it could be a long journey of life still.

To someone I treat like my own brother:

There will be more problems and problems
which are much harder coming your way.
You’ve done what is right and no need to feel guilty.
Be patient cause soon she will realize.
Please stop crying and try to pick yourself up.
Yes even if it was me, my limit would
have been reached too.
But please don’t give up.
Just don’t give up.

If God wants your life to suffer now, then I’ll suffer too.
I hope you’re asleep now and not crying.
One day the smile you used to have will come back ok.
Insya allah.
Amin.

14 more days to make this Ramadan the best one.

Before you go to bed,
Ask yourself,
What good have I done in Ramadan?

Signing off,
Rafie.

2009-08-29T13:23:00.009+08:00

Nanti kat sane jage diri baek2.
Confirm kau da tahu aku akan rindukan kau kan.

Haha.

Jangan putus asa dalam ape-ape pun yang kau buat.

Terima kasih atas semua nasihat kau yang aku akan ingat sampai bile-bile.
Takde kau kat sini, confem sunyi sepi.
Insya allah aku doakan kau hari2.

Semoga Allah memberkati hidup kau dunia dan akhirat.
Amin.

2009-08-23T23:04:00.006+08:00

Ramadhan.

Syukur Alhamdullilah, Ramadhan is here.
It came by so fast and will pass by so fast.
Really hope that I will make full use of it.

It’s been two days since Ramadhan and everything is going fine.
Have been going to terawih with Shafie and
really thank God that I can still go terawih with him.

I’ve tried something I didn’t know I would try and I hope it will turn out good.
Promise myself I wont say anything stupid.

Ramadhan is always the best month as it will rain frequently and the feeling is just different.
Everything you do, you will feel secure.
& it really tests our patience in so many ways.

Syukur it’s been two days since we fast and everything is fine.
Insya allah everyone will fast successfully and that everything we do, Allah will help us.
Amin.
:D

Signing off,
Rafie.

2009-08-16T07:23:00.009+08:00

No matter how far.

Even if there’s a rock you’ll stumble upon at every step you take,
All you can do, is keep walking.

And pray that God will help you and help you make the right choices in life.

Today is Sunday.

Signing off,
Rafie.

2009-08-14T03:40:00.007+08:00

Wherever, Whenever.

So it’s been another week and the weekends are coming again.
School so far have been tiring.
All because of settling the homeworks that I owe.
And yes, procrastinating hurts.

Today was the first day I start to fast.
Well with all the challenges I face, it’s such a difficult day.

Pain in the neck,
Friends eating and having so much energy,
I was being so weak and deprived of energy.

And to add to the pain,
Mrs chan said.

Class, who wants to have a cup with a lot of ice and Coke poured into it and it’s very cold. Who would like to drink it?

Ohh thanks a lot mrs chan.
I was the only one who said yes.
Haha.

Stayed back to talk to the people I still and will always love.
Thanks Mawaddah, Sakinah and Rina.

Syukur Alhamdullilah to endure such a day.
I couldn’t have done it with the help of you, Allah.

& it’s already Friday.
Soon it will be Sunday.

In the stillness of the night, only Allah will listen to you.

Signing off,
Rafie.

To Zac;
You're still the best and giler rabak punye deed doer.
Thanks alot irritating.

Return.

2009-08-08T01:23:00.016+08:00

n Return to Him , like the waves that return.

Yes, everyone will die.
Of course you know that already.
But when you think of it,
Why is life so short yet so difficult?

You can always trust The Almighty because all humans
will return to him one day.

Whatever is destined for us,
is what we are always capable of.

Well everyday,
theres always something new I learn.

Be it to love God more or just something I will remember.

Yesterday was National Day and who wouldn’t go crazy and wild on such a day!
Haha.
Everyone dressed their class’s mascot the best they can and got into the aspiring spirits of Singapore.
;)

Congratulations 4/8 for winning the most patriotic class!
And congratulations Shafie for being able to tahan in that costume even under the scorching sun. No one can persevere that long in that costume.
Haha.

After charity bazaar walked to jp and we even had time to
take pictures at the carpark.
Haha.

Went home with Wani and went to mosque for prayers.
Went to Gp macdonald and I don’t know why I laughed a lot.
Crazy ?
Hahaha.

Walked home with Shafie.
“The shortest route between two points is a straight line”

Yes, and if you think of it in life’s way,
If you just walk straight and don’t turn back ,
You can never get lost.
Cause if you believe in Allah, Allah will guide you through.

Well if you wonder why I always write these kind of lines,
it’s just that every single thing I do,
there will always be something to learn.
And not to forget with the help from everyone in my life.

Just a few more days.
Kening naek turon.

Signing off,
Rafie.

2009-08-02T22:20:00.004+08:00

Fasha Sandha & Ery Putra.

Seeing two people whom you use to only see in the flat screen,
Just makes your day a uber special one.

Yes, seeing Fasha Sandha will make you smile so wide.
Trust me.
Haha.

& I got to wave at her and really grateful that she waved back.
Same goes for Ery Putra.
Haha.

At first, we were so far away.
But we just had to come nearer and get a snapshot of them.

Fasha & Ery just made us laugh and smile like seriously, crazy.
Being just a few centimeters away from them,
Is a WONDER.
Haha.
Syed Azmir and Ashidyridwan performed too.

Syukur Alhamdullilah to be able to meet them.
But at the end of the day,
Mum made me realize,

They are still human.
Just like us.
They are still, Allah’s creation.

True, very true.

Credits to Amsyar for telling us about it and Afif for those near shots.
I’m still in dreamland.
Ohh Fashaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
Haha.

Signing off,
Rafie.

Light

2009-08-01T21:51:00.009+08:00

See the light.

What’s assured by Allah will happen,
What is destined will appear.

What’s fate is fate.

No one in this world can ever turn back time.
The only way is towards the future.

The best help you can get is only from Him.
With every problem, just remember,
The Almighty is always there with you.

And there’s nothing to be scared of,
Just simply nothing.

Yesterday was Mother tongue cultural fiesta and I learnt a lot.
The Malay dancers did a great job.
Thanks HudaSyg for the hair and lips.
Haha.
You touched my lips. Thank ah. Syg kau babe.

It all went well and syukur, we completed the occasion with a happy note.
Changed and went home with Shira.
I’m not a retard.

Today morning had Blazing Race.
First stop was Kranji war memorial,
Second was Bukit timah nature reserve and
We did not have enough time to complete the last station at labrador.

The best place was Kranji War memorial.
Only silence filled the air looking at the graves.

We were first to arrive but came in fourth.
Thanks to Asyraf, our race was made fun.
Just simply a pain plus a help to us.
Haha.

August will just be an unforgettable month.
I’m scared for whatever is coming.
Insya Allah, He will help me.
Amin.

The lamps could look different,
But the lights are the same.

Signing off,
Rafie.

Break

2009-07-25T22:38:00.007+08:00

Take a break & let loose.

Umira, Jia, Huda.
Umira, Jia.
Look at huda's expression on the bottom right corner.
Khalisah all set !
Shu's expensive smile.
Deena's expensive face. haha.

Another unique one.

and another. haha.

"Lu punya gigi tk seputih gua la!"

SyazrulHakim's face after waking up. Haha.

All thanks to a few people,
This week I was able to have a little more fun.
And get away from the problems
Just by simply,
Laughing non-stop.

Yesterday, went back to school for choir.
It was different without the usuals.
I really will miss my dear seniors.
But it’s just fate.

The choir is back to square one as we have to train the juniors properly for the next SYF.
No matter what, I’ll have to persevere as I never want to let my seniors down.
Insya Allah, the choir can do it.

Sat with Ashikin, Shu and Hadhinah in the canteen and laughed non-stop with the jokes.
“Somebody call 911!”
Great one Shu.
Haha.

The Malay dancers were waiting for the bus.
And I got to see them and wish them luck.
Jia, Huda and Umira was already with thick make-up.
They just are beautiful, inside and out.
;D
Hope they did a great job.

Just now, went to lepak with Afif , Amsyar and Sis.
It was a reunion for me as it was long since I saw them.
We played kites and the feel of the wind is just purely pure.
;)

To Afif: Say what is from your heart? You need not force yourself to love. Be straightforward and truthful.

Tomorrow will be madrasah.
Going to meet someone.

Signing off,
Rafie.

To botak: Tomorrow you watch out eh for revenge. Haha. & yea, sorry for that mistake. Hope your life is ok. Always be patient man. Looking forward to punching you. ;)

2009-07-24T23:48:00.003+08:00

Yes, you're still standing in the music industry.
& forever will be even after you retire.

No matter any obstacles,
you're the one who have stayed throughout.

Siti Nurhaliza,
you're a wonder.

Syukur Alhamdullilah.

Signing off,
Rafie.

2009-07-22T06:49:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday Shira Kambeng !

Please tell your butt not to grow bigger.

Hahaha.

Have a great day. ;D

Your last birthday at boon lay.

Sure am gonna miss you !

2009-07-18T08:48:00.008+08:00

The truths of life.

The truth is just unbearable.
With every step you take,
There’s always a period where you stumble and fall.
& you don’t know what to do.

Either to move on.
Or just follow your heart and your feelings.

But when you think back, you still have to walk on.
If want something, put your heart and soul when doing it and for sure
You will achieve what you desire.

Don’t just say, do it.

Forget the past, embrace the present with all your might.
We all go through this unfair life.

Thanks to Rihyad too as I couldn’t have learnt this without him.
Thanks man.

School has been hectic.
It’s just studies as we draw nearer to the CA’s and end year.

Yesterday after prayers, talked to someone and I thought,
Is he the only guy who has sincere feelings towards a girl?
Thank you for the laugh.

After prayers went back to school to join Jia and Alysa do their coursework.
We had wicked awesome fun.
And for the first time in the week,
I was having fun and I mean, real fun.
Thanks Jia and Alysa for making Friday the best day of my life!
Haha.

You both really taught me that we can sometimes, simply enjoy life without any boundaries.

Gladly happy to have friends who brighten up my day,
Syukur alhamdullilah.

August will be the month.
The most important month in this year.
It breaks my heart to know the truth.
But what can I do, it’s Allah who arranged everything.
Insya allah.

In a few hours time, Siti will perform in Jakarta.
But what worries me is the bombing.
The show must go on.
Insya allah everything will be fine.
May Allah be by your side.
Amin.

Life is afterall, a small journey on Earth.

Signing off,
Rafie

It needs to continue.

2009-07-14T21:23:00.009+08:00

Life doesn't stop there.

The tiredness and the tiring everyday schedule of life,
used to be bearable but when it deprives all of your energy,
you do not even have time to take a breather.

All you need is that one day to have a break
and life would at least get better.

& so in life too,
The problems just keep coming.
But you know life is not easy so why are you wasting your time
On all these problems you can solve with the patience
you have in your heart.

In all of your eternal fate,
You will have uncountable problems.
That comes every second,
every minute.

You’ll have to solve that problem like all the other
problems you’ve solved already.

Raise youself,
Brace yourself,
Face yourself,
Race yourself,
For you won’t know
what awaits you on the other side of the road.

It could just be something good.

Insya Allah.

Signing off,
Rafie.

To someone: Tears don’t improve anything. Just hold on there and you must know that sometimes, you need to let out what’s real from your heart, without faking a single bit of it. Just go for it and fight all the negative influences because I know you’re a strong deep down inside. Please don’t cry too much cause you need to solve every problem that comes both your ways.

Patience, just patience eventhough you’re running out of it.

House of KFC.

2009-07-11T09:50:00.014+08:00

5th July 2009, Muhd Afif Bin Kasmani 's 15th Birthday.

Syar, Rafie, Sis.

So it was on 5th July 2009,
we were all waiting for this very day.

We told Afif that we are just going to House of KFC,
which we don't even know where,
or if it even exists.

Me, Amsyar and Sis got our props ready
and so we went for mission possible.

Sis: Afif, your balcony ade something.
Afif: *went to look.
Sis: Entahlah mcm ade something.
Afif: *keep looking

Me & Syar: SUPRISE !!!!
Happy birthday Afif !
*POM! (sound of confetti)

Then we waited one hour and more for the taxi.
Thanks to Amsyar and my shawls ,
we got taxi.

The journey to Admiralty took one hour.
In addition with a diver who did not know his way.
Until Sis asked to check the street directory,
we were going round and round.

Mess.
Busy.
Starving !
"What is happening?! "
Haha. Right at your face.

Lol. Haha. Amsyar having fun disturbing Afif.

Fabulus.

Red for the day.

Nevermine.
We reached the place at 8 and just as we reached,
food looked like
heaven.

After munching all everything we could,
took out the gifts and Afif was to open them.

Sis's gift was the hardest.
Covered with countless layers of newspapers and Afif had the prievelage to
unwrap it.
Haha.

After all the gifts,
we went home and ended the day with a happy note,
through our burps.

Four people ate.

Scrapbook.

Revealing the mystery. Haha. Susah nampak. Sis eager to see. Adidas from Sis.

To Afif:
Hope you like the surprise and the gifts.
& thanks a gazillion for all the countless treats you have given to us.
Thanks Afif Affaf. ;D

Signing off,
Rafie.

Off the edge.

2009-07-04T14:16:00.032+08:00

Why would you listen to what people say,
when you're the one living your own life?

For whatever that happens to you,
its just another tumbling block in life.
Don't give up,

Prove these people you're capable of going through it,
cause you will have to continue life.

& all this i learn just by looking at my idol.
Without her, i won't understand the meaning of patience as much as i do now.

Through thick and thin,
you're my everything.

So, its been a week.
Just need a breather from the tiring week.

Insya allah tomorrow will be the greatest day of the week.
Haha.
Happy to meet you man.
Aku sanggup jalan la . Demi rase rindu larh seyhh. haha. :)

Get well soon. & patience aite. Soon you will forget. Insya allah. I know you're hurt even when you're smiling. Hold on.

Signing off,
Rafie.

Last Rush

2009-06-23T00:00:00.017+08:00

Kau ilhamku.

Yesterday went out with Syar, Afif & Sis Adila.
Went to help her with her interview.
Hope she'll get that job.
Insya allah.

Lepak-ed at night.
Today had choir.
It was great to see them again and
practice for our upcoming performance.

There sure was laughter with our seniors with us.
Thank God, it was a great practice for the choir.

It's going to be the last rush and the last week to
finish the homework.
Insya allah i'll finish in time.

Signing off,

Rafie.

Kau da terlalu banyak tolong aku. Tu je la yang mampu aku buat untuk ucapkan terima kasih pada kau. Kau da terlalu banyak berjasa pada aku dan insya allah Allah sahaja yang membalas. Jage diri baek2. Insya allah segala cita2 kau akan tercapai. Jangan pernah putus asa dalam apapun yang kau buat.

Gravity pulls us down.

2009-06-21T00:44:00.007+08:00

Whenever your world starts crashing down.

A melody formed from the strings the guitar.
Even if you strum it randomly.
As long as your heart and soul is in it,
even the untalented can make a melody
which brings your life to a halt and you think how beautiful life can be sometimes, or how heart-wrenching it can.

Different people, different fates.

Well, brothers are out and not home yet at this hour,
enjoying the best time of their life.
& here I am rushing across the pile of homework all alone in the house.

Son of Kamalamohan is coming home in a few hours.
Eager to receive a message from that friend of mine.
Hope he'll arrive safely.
Insya allah.

Yesterday night was laughing as hard as I can upon seeing the hilarious videos found on Kak Suhana's blog.
Soon i was searching for more hilarious videos and so my night became a the laughing night.
Shu would know how it feels. (Nak join I punye clan ?**** mak kau, **** mak kau balek !)
Haha.

Sis Adila will be having her interview this Monday. Good luck Annoying ! haha. ;D

Ohh and I would like to wish
Kak Adlina a happy 23rd bdae
&
Rihyad a Rocking 17th Birthday!!!!

Someone's far in Indonesia.
Hope you're fine there man.

& to another someone,
for sure you're still deeply disappointed but patience ok, it will solve, somehow and please note that you're not alone. I know you're strong for this man.

Life is just full of problems.
Everyone should know that already.
It's just the matter of how you solve it.

Just remember, Allah gave humans problem because Allah knows you're capable of solving it.
So, for every problem, there is a solution , Insya Allah.

Hope tomorrow i can meet that Son Of Kamalamohan , Sis Adila, and Affaf.
Amin.

A new day awaits.

Signing off,
Rafie.

Stay strong.

2009-06-19T22:46:00.027+08:00

When the skies changes its path.
Life can be fun afterall.
Today went to study with Nas & Shira

Was late as due to something.
(lol)
Sorry Nas.
Haha.

Arrived at library and started to study and then went to prayers.
Went back to library to continue studying.

Then went to west coast ( also called east coast, haha) with them.
Accompanied Nas just because I owe him for being late.
Fine.
Lol.

Talked at Macd and took photos which are controversial.
Especially a kambeng’s face.

Bused home with Nas.
Great day spent.

Signing off,
Rafie.

An obstacle I know you can overcome.

A Normal Teenager

2009-06-18T02:55:00.014+08:00

Awake while the world is asleep.

So these few days been sleeping late or did not even sleep at all.
I call it my own movie marathon.

Yesterday
watched Transformers and Spongebob The Movie.Today, Bee Movie.

Currently chatting with ShuuElla.
We are chatting through our pm.
Lol.

Had a great time chatting with Kak Muz just now too.
Joke of the month: LELAKI BRA.
HAHA.

3 more days to Amsyar’s homecoming cause he’ll be back on the 21st.
Hope you’ll have a safe trip home.

Today someone just came home.
Extremely happy to hear from you after a long time.

Piles of homework yet to be completed.
Have not gone to anywhere this holiday.
All thanks to a mother but its true ,
just forget what she says.

I need some freedom.

Signing off,
Rafie.

PBB Camp

2009-06-13T22:11:00.012+08:00

PBB camp @ NUS.

9 June 09- 11 June 09.

Day 1 :

We reached Eusoff Hall early enough.
Waited for the other students to arrive and soon formed our group.

Ice breaker games, talk, interact and keep talking.
We had to take a handful of M&M’s onto our hand
Count the number of colours
And we need to say that number of things about ourselves.

Then we played Tuki-tuki and started our games.
We had whacko, and this game of squirrels and trees.
Haha.

Then we ate lunch and got to go to our room.
Continued to put our things down.

Then we had the talk from M Saffri A Manaf on writing a script for
a comedy.
Halfway through the talk our bodies were aching and thank God we had
a break.

We had a draw on which group to get which P.Ramlee movie.
Our group got seniman bujang lapok.
Our task was to take a scene from the movie and modify it to out own new story
But the main idea of that scene must be there.

The skit must be about 8 minutes.
So we chose the part where the Ramlee, Ajis and Sudin had to endure the irritating neighbours.
Started brainstorming.

Went back to room, prayed and sleep.
At first it was difficult.
Soon we dozed off.

Day 2 :

Woke up at 6 and woke Raden up.
Had breakfast and morning workout.
The hilarious part of the morning.

It involved mainly running.
Soon it was time for Amazing race.

We completed everything so fast
And the station I remember the most is the second last one.
Where we had to act out the scene where Ramlee was sitting and the ghosts came and he kept saying “Cobaan”.

Abg haikal was Ramlee and asyraf was the main ghost.
The others became the friends of the ghost.
We had this wild idea to play the single ladies song when the ghosts came out.
And the so we all danced to the song, in a ghostly manner.
Wthh. Haha.

Ok then we soon assembled back and continued to write our script.
We had to do a blog to display the script bye 4.30pm.
It was already 3.15.

The last minutes of it was scary as we did not want to finish last.
We started typing so fast and finished the script just in time.
Then the blog was done too.
Syukur Alhamdullilah.

We had another talk by a friend of Allahyarham P. Ramlee,
Yusnor Ef.
Pretty much inspired by his words and phrases which really made us realize,
Arts is not always about entertainment but the deep meaning of every song and script written.

Raden was supposed to do an interview.
Helped him memorise the script given and so a minute later,
The cameras were rolling.
Haha.

We said goodbye to abg haikal and kak lin.
& soon we were asleep.

Day 3 :

We were supposed to assemble by 6.50.
And raden and me woke up at 6.45.
Personal confession, we didn’t bathe.
Haha.

And it remained that way until night.
LOL.
We didn’t had time to bathe as were busy preparing for our
Big performance night.

Had breakfast and went to LT27.
Everyone started to focus and really give all they got.
We practiced real hard for the drama.
Memorised the script and just added in more words to enhance the performance.

Then we had a break as everyone was exhausted.
Most of my group mates slept.
I was wide awake memorizing the script.
Haha.

Then time for another rehearsal,
Everyone was restless and still in Lalaland.

Then Kak lin did these games which really rejuvenated us.
She really tried her best to get us energized.
She was being really outgoing and just plainly, wild.

We did stupid things and hilarious things.
Which got us hyped up and ready for the performance.
I was really inspired by Kak Lin with how she really tried her best
And give it all to help us get our energy back.

Love you Kak Lin.

Rehearsed and rehearsed.
Then its time for centre stage.

Soon we were seated in the theatre waiting for the guest of honour,
Encik Zaqy Muhammad.

Group one went first and their performance was hilarious.
Then , it’s our turn.

Ramlee started singing.
We gave all that we had for the performance
As we didn’t want to let kak lin and abg haikal down for all their effort.

I tried very hard to become the character of Ajis.
And so we all just became the character we are given.
We did not think of being embarrassed or shy.

Then our performance ended.
The satisfactory feeling was just so soothing.
Cause we know, we did the best we could and can only wait for the results.

Watched the other groups perform.
Applauded for the winning groups but deep inside,
I didn’t care about the results.
Everyone won.

Kak Lin and Abg Haikal gave us the farewell cards and it felt
So heavy to leave the place and the camp.

Said our farewells and headed back for home.
One thing for sure, we went home with a smile and satisfactory
That we have learnt something a legend like
Allahyarham P. Ramlee
knows about.

For sure, I would bring the things I learn through my life and someone like P. Ramlee should be remembered for his deeds.

Ika, Farz, Seri, Hazirah.

Kak Adlina & Abg Haikal. (ROCK!)

This is our performance and I think we did our best.
Syukur Alhamdullilah.
;D

Credits to Kak Muz.

" Die bising ladi dahh !"

Haha.

You can visit

Dua Tuah's Blog

to view the script.

Signing off,
Rafie.

Goodbye

2009-06-08T00:48:00.013+08:00

Friday was the last day of CSI workshop.
No more Ms Nadia. (Sobs)
Haha.

Me(safety gloves worn already): I want nobody nobody but you ! *claps*
Ms Nadia: Eh!(asking to stop) *smile*
Me: Hahahaha. (speechless)

Me: Ms Nadia… Can I take a picture with you?...
Ms Nadia: Why…? *suspicious smile*
Me: (Laughing and smiling)
Take picture.
Ms Nadia: Eh see first , if not nice delete.
(looks at picture) eh, why your eyes close! Alamak! *smiles*
Me: Hahahaha. (speechless again)

So yesterday,
Went to lepak with Syar & Afif.
Afif treated us to Macd.

All this just to get someone the purple glass.
When its actually valid until 17th June.
Sis taught it was the last day.
Wth.

Yesterday morning had a haircut.
Very short.
But I'm happy cause I have someone who is as Botak as me.
Haha.
The botaks.

Amsyar Afif Bin Mohari/Mohan
will be going to Malaysia ( Mat Malaysia larh seyh!),
until the 20th.

Have fun arh whey.
Don’t forget to buy barang for me.
Maybe a handphone, PDA, laptop, Nike shoe, Adidas?
Nothing small please.

Insya allah your trip will be safeand nothing bad will happen.Amin.

Meanwhile, I’m off to camp at NUS from Tuesday to Thursday.
Going to miss my laptop.

Signing off,
Rafie.

Thanks for everything Ms Nadia. ;D

To the most loyal guy I've known towards a girl:

Be patient aite. Follow your heart and make the right decision for yourself. Slowly you will be able to move on. Just needs time to forget someone you love so much. Keep smiling everyday cause that smile can brighten alot of lives man. Get up and stop stressing yourself up.

Iliyana Nona, 6 June 1993.

2009-06-06T11:40:00.016+08:00

Iliyana

Your laugh can bring a thousand smiles in one day,
And even make the darkest days bright.

Your desire to become the first and best always makes me so jealous
with that strong will of you.

I’ll never forget you being the best president
one can get as you never
gave up on the choir despite
the thousands of problems.

You’ve taught a lot people and also me valuable lessons.
& even nonsensical short forms
that we can bring along in our lives.

WSAJ.

;D

Crazy,
Wild,
Genius,
Unique,
Silly,
Outrageous,
Clever,
Enthusiastic,
Bastard (!)
Genuine.

All these are not enough to describe
the real
Iliyana Bte Sarib

i will never forget.

Stop blaming yourself and being stress over the problems you face.
You deserve some hell good time and excitement in life.
Get out and enjoy Iliyana.

Insya allah you will get into a good JC,
Have a great career,
And have a great husband.
Haha.
;)

Continue to carik pasal eh Ili.

haha.
cause that has become your trademark already.
lol.

May all your doa be fulfilled by The Almighty.
Amin.

Signing off,
Rafie.

Love ya like my own sister.

& also Happy Birthday to Vitrun. ;D

Holding on.

2009-06-03T22:41:00.027+08:00

Boo !

Muke fierce.

Haha.

Nas.

Syaz.

Friday, stayed with Syaz and Nas and just became fools for once.
Haha.
Lemah lembut gayanya,
Serta manis senyumnya,
Hitam pekat KULITNYA, (Syaz’s version)
Ayuh ambil si dia.

Non-stop laughter and Syaz even tried to record me singing.
Ass.
Haha.

But I regret deleting the file.
Should have listened to it first.
Gee.
Haha.

Their special saying :

“Your own original voice is better than imitating the artiste’s voice.”
Yea, they're good role models.
Haha.

Hell yeah I’ll be missing all the rocking time at school for one month.
There are no boundarieeeeeeeeeeeees !

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Mawaddi.
Sakeey.

Nice grass.

Senyum 10 sen .

PE lessons are not a bore anymore.

I find it the best time to be our own (silly and stupid) selves.
Especially when you’re playing baseball
and you never did know anything abt it.
Haha.

Just trying to hit the ball takes you two days of PE.

Right Maww and Saki?

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Labrador.

Ms Atikk.

Budak desperate. haha.

UmiraSepet.

Rock forever.

Maww muke maintain ehh.

Self-indulging.

Nazrryn & her mountain of french fries.

Reunited.

Mas tuty. ;D

Desperado !

Buat mcm rumah sendiri.

Farhana.

Zac.

Muke biskut. haha.

mak cik tercicir. haha.

Boo !

First we headed to Labrador then to east coast then to change.
At Labrador,
It was cool and the wind was blowing smoothly when
The cumulonimbus clouds came.
& it rained.

Then at east coast
we had to walk from one side of the beach
to the other side and that’s when Umira, Farhana and Me started
taking pictures and every stop.
Haha.

Then at Changi,
we only took 15 minutes and time to head home.

On the way back,
Everyone dozed off.
And the silence in the bus was equivalent to the silence at night.
Haha.

Overall, great fun time if you have your friends with you.

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Affaf and the Son of kamalamohan. hahaha. Afif.

laughing. lol.

On Sunday after madrasah went to eat at KFC (ntah lorong mane)
Haha.

Sis went home.
We all went to the padang and just took pictures.

Overall,
Bad day of lying towards someone.
Haha.

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Shira.

Yesterday & today accompanied this girl for
her art lessons.

Just talked all we could and there was no limitations to it.
Haha.

Today on the way back Shira was so hyper all of sudden.

Suare jantan la,
Terperanjat kan la,
court bapak orang la.

Seriously I can say this kakak made me smile.
Haha.
Besok nak pegy botakkan rambut ehh.
LOL.

Overall, great time all this while.
I don't think i will be enjoying much of holiday.
Just using it to spend most of time with fellow friends.

Life is just unfair but you just have to face it.

Signing off,
Rafie.

Winding Road.

2009-05-26T23:05:00.013+08:00

Taa'ruf Session ;

Shiok sendiri. Before ( Clean)
After(Soaked in flour)
Prizes.Rockin dayy.
Khalisah & Sister. :D

Khalisaaaah.

So taaruf session was fun mainly because
Amsyar still had flour all over his
ears despite everybody who already cleared all the flour.
Haha.

My only comment is that the food is superb.
Syukur.

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Mawaddah.

Carik uban session.

Masss.

Eh, tk pyh malu.

Core geog lesson.

School was indeed a laughter day.
All because of sakinah(on drugs) and everybody during Physics.
Even Mr Lin was laughing seeing Sakinah screech
those high pitches.
Haha.

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Fanning.Hamsyaaar'.

Yesterday went to lepak

with Syar and Her.

Had a good time talkingand laughing.

We even had our dinner

which only cost 4.50.

Haha.

*Telan popcorn kape !

One and half hour was spent with them and went home with a smile.
;D

So Mawaddah has a new little brother,
Mohd Amzad Bin Mohd Said

Welcome to the world boy.
Hope you have a bright future and will lighten alot of lives.

May Allah always bless you.
;D
Insya allah.
Amin.

To the people who have failed in love,
Don’t give up and move on to a better life.

Tomorrow is new day,
embrace it with a smile.
Insya allah.

Signing off,
Rafie.

Hari Jadi Cikgu Nurhani !

2009-05-22T23:04:00.004+08:00

Selamat Hari jadi
Cikgu Nurhani !
Moga panjang umur, murah rezeki dan impian cikgu untuk murid2
cikgu akan tercapai, insya allah.

Terima Kasih atas nasihat cikgu dan bantuan yang pernah cikgu
berikan.
Semoga segala kerja keras cikgu akan sering dihargai dan diingati.
Senyum2 selalu!

Insya allah mereka semua akan lulus untuk O's.

Amin.

;D

~Assalamualaikum dan selamat tinggal~

* maaf cikgu saya curi gambar cikgu. haha.

A blast.

2009-05-19T22:53:00.008+08:00

Sing your hearts out.

Syar, Rafie, Afif. Rock !

All smiles.

Getting into the emotions. lol.

Tv screen.

Big feast.

Steamboat.

Cereal prawns .

Satisfied.

ANNOYING. haha.

On Monday stayed late at night and watched videos at laptop until morning.
Then yesterday went out with Amsyar and Afif for karaoke and big feast.
We planned to only eat but at last karaoke.

Hearing afif sing so ambitiously,
and amsyar just shrieking out stupid notes and words,
just made me laugh my lungs out.

Amsyar best : Fergalicious
You know all the lyrics which are so difficult.
Thanks god I was being will.i.am only.

Afif best: When You look me in the eyes
Haha. Such a rocker. I think you can be affaf the rocker.
;D

We kept singing everything we could
Beyonce, ,
Siti nurhaliza
Hinsdustan,
Nana & achik
Rihanna
Jonas brothers
Westlife
Dangdut(lol. Salah lagu kape!)
Project pop.

You name it, we sang it !

Then went to eat at Fork & Spoon and had big feast.

Had a great time munching and laughing.

Very nice food.

Then went online at night until 2-3am.
Planned to have marathon until 5
But I accidentally dozed off.
Sorry syar.
Watched manjalara until finish.
God , it was a great ending.

Currently watching Merah Puteh.
& again I am obsessed with the drama.

Forever & Always.

Been looking back at her performance
At Royal Albert Hall , London.
And no matter how many times I look at it,
I will still be impressed by her awesome vocals.

Tomorrow is school.
Exam results.
Insya allah it turns out good.

Signing off,
Rafie.

Yes i will not tell anybody if that day comes.

May you achieve what you want in the future.

You deserve a better life.

2 part Blockbuster.

2009-05-14T13:17:00.041+08:00

Part 1;

The Pussycat Dogs.

Dog Domination!

We consist of five young, capable and fresh new stars.

We have come together to form the group which

will rock

you off your chairs.

Watch out, cause Pussycat Dogs will dominate the world

of music.

Tharani, Insyirah, Shulaiha, Hairizad. (Rafie=MIA)
Walk that runway Shu-dog.
Go beyond the rules of the country people.Love your stairs.

Unity is sexaaay.

The pole is our world. Good move Ha-dog.

Drama. 1,2,3,4 BAM ! For you.

Sweet is her. Daring.

Right down to the ground.

Cool swag.

The three ladies.

Solo debut. Flex those muscles ! Shine the world with your smile!

Order people. Smile when you're in pain. Interpret the drama.

Always try your best.

Fresh and cool.

Tall and proud. Intertwining hearts. "No!" Be flexible.

3 part special. :D Futuristic body language.

We spread peace.

Joy.

Smiles.

Love that gloom.

Chemistry.

Dancing to our song.

& so, nothing can tear us apart.

Tharani, Hairizad, Shulaiha, Insyirah & Rafie had the a blast.

We are together as one.

Pussycat Dogs,

signing out.

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Part 2;

Afternoon & Night @ the museum.

So, went to Sec 1 and 2 museum night.

We saw alot of books and exhibitions as pernomal.

So had fun taking picture at the garden.

Then we went inside and watched the exibitions

and also met some of our friends.

Mr Lim was write.

Some came just to showcase fashion , not to really support the sec

1 and 2.

Haha.

Then saw alot of sec 4's and took more pictures.

Met with Ifrad,SMS , Musya and kept talking.

That noisy monster.

Lol.

Then time to get home,

took train back to Boon Lay and walked Sakinah & Mas home.

Overall, great day with friends and SRM square.

Let loose.

Sunlight upon us.

Spotlight. Rafie featuring Nadia !

Mas. ;D Farah's sister, Farah, Maww(puteri lilin) , Mas. Rafie featuring Khalisah ! ;)

Mr Lin . Rafie with Musyaaaaaaa. SMS & Rafie. Bastard nye Ifrad.

haha.

Ifrad solo. Shaifful2. lol . :) Nasri

Ms Atikk ! *

Syazwan & Shaifful.

Syakir & Muhsin. Ms Atikk & Raden.

Mananana. Patriotic !

Agressive.

Bestfrens sampai mati . lol. Mak nak terberanak ! hahaha. SRM(square) Rock the wild.

Sanguine.

Attitude. ;D

Shocked !

Candid. Maww caught !

1,2,3 . Light shone through our hearts.

Sakinah, Mawaddah, Masturina.

Birthday spot: LONGKANG ! :D

I'll never forget the exam period as it was really a test of patience.

But its the best time of school also.

lol.

This is not the end.

End year next.

;)

& lastly to most of the people,

please move on no matter how hard the problem you face.

I know you people are strong enough to start anew

and turn over a new leaf.

Everyday is a new day,

only if you set your mind on making the best out of the day.

Its ok if you fall more than once,

cause that's just life.

In 1 hour is Sakinah's Bdae.

Happy Birthday Nur Sakinah Bte Mohd Salleh.

May all your wishes come true and stop emoing !

lol.

signing off,

Rafie.

Newly-Weds

2009-05-12T20:18:00.019+08:00

Chapter 3 :

~ Kakak Ana's Wedding ~

25-26th April 2009.

Day 1 , 25th April 2009.

So, early morning at after Subuh didn't even sleep at all.
Too eager to go to Kakak Ana's wedding.

Then texted Kak Shidah and so she also getting ready.
Then got ready and she already reached first.
Rush to Khatib to catch the bus that will bring us to
Masjid Ba'alwi.

The journey there was very funny.
All the Mak Ciks were talking loudly like nobody's business.
Shidah & me just laughed.
;D

Then when we reached, straightaway entered the mosque
and witnessed the ceremony.
Got to see the Tok Kadi doing all his job.
& then time to eat.

Finding seats was already so difficult.
Then we just ate inside.
Normal favourite, nasi Briyani with rendang. :)
Then we ate ice cream.

The best part of the thing is that there were booths
that cater different types of foods from different ethnice groups
like Spaghetti for western and Rojak for Indian.

There were orphans who were invited to eat and so
there were TOOOOO MUCH FOOD.
haha.

Then waited for the uber slow bus and headed back.
It was another hot situation in the house cramped with people.
I think i offiicially ate 5-6 times of the nasi briyani as we stayed
from 2pm-9pm.

Sat with kak shidah and kept talking.
Then we went home.

Was already wet in sweat.
Thanks to my room FAN that made my day.
haha.

Overall, HAPPENING and tiring day.
;)

Muke tk perlu . haha. MY kakak shidah.

Bored face. attitude seyhhh. Crowded.

Tok Kadi. Ustaz.

Afif Naufal . :D

Kakak Ana on the right. (like duhh rafie ! -.-) On the left is kak ana's parents.

Muke slumber. xD

Umairah.

Bored again.

Newly weds. :D

All smiles.

With Abg Dzul.

Look closely. xDImpersonator. lol. Bored xDMum and daughter.

All smiles.

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Day 2, 26th April 2009. Community Centre.

So had a good night's rest.
Decided to wear something very simple as already
learnt a lesson the day before.

But i forgot that the place was air-conditioned and so need not worry.
Reached first and then Kak Shidah and family.
Ate and talk and talk.

Then started to hear the kompang and there goes the flower boys and girls.
Every member of Kakak Ana's family was so busy
with the guests and everything.

They did not had time to even talk.
Just walk and sit and walk and sit and walk and sit and walk and sit,
don't know for how many times.

Just kept eating with Kak Shidah.
Kak Shidah: " Hari nie pukol habes ah nie ?"
lol.
ya.

Then we were entertained by the crazy entertainers.
Best part, they acted like ghosts and there was one of them who wore
telekong.
Where the hell did he get that ?
haha.

Then kept eating the delicious godly BROWNIES. :D
If only theres somemore.

Then waited until night and more guests were going home.
Soon we cleared the place and its about time we got home.

Got in Cik Oten's MPV and sat at the boot.
lol. mase2 genting.

Overall, the wedding was the best i have ever attended as it
was air conditioned and i could sleep anytime i want.
& also many people were there to make jokes and
its such a happy reunion indeed.
:D

Thanks to Kak Shidah too for the AWESOME SENSATIONAL TIME ! :)
love u la babe.

Minah Rep lagi . lol.:D Loved-shape.

One family.

Afif Naufal.

Umairah

meant to be a grasshopper made from leaf.

Flower boys and girls.

Kak Khairina ! :DDDD

Voguelicious !

Green. Ustaz.

The entertainers.

;)

They even carried out their skit outside the CC . -.-

Jai HO ! Cik Khaled's family.

My family. without abg azhar. :D

One big family. Afterwards. Funny them.

With the bride.

May Allah s.w.t bless Kakak Ana & family always

and that she will get a child soon .

Amin.

Insyallah.

Signing off,
Rafie.
Someones’s studying literature.
;)

The girl who always has a joke to share.

2009-05-11T08:19:00.006+08:00

Aziziah, 11th May 1993.

One & Only .

There only one person who makes my time at school the best everyday,

theres only one person who can make me laugh non-stop during recess,

theres only one person who has a patch of brown hair hidden;) ,

& theres only one person who eveyone is lucky to have,

that girl is

Aziziah.

Happy Birthday to you,

Happy birthday to you,

Happy birthday to Aziziah,

Happy birthday to UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU .

Happy sweet 16 kak jia and i hope you enjoy your day to the fullest.

Take care of yourself k.

I love you, i love you, i love you !

Let's sit for O's together ok ?

signing off,

Rafie.

The flowers represent the memories we've been through.

Be it good or bad.

Schoooool

2009-05-10T07:33:00.009+08:00

Chapter 2 :

The rockiest school !!!

School has never been any crazier than being with this few crazy people.

Not only the ones in these pictures,

but also many more that i will miss,

when they leave Boon Lay Secondary School.

So what's left is to enjoy the time with them to the fullest.

They just never fail to put a smile at my

dull face.

Episode 1:

Hanis & Faizul

Haha.

Shy.

Episode 2:

The enthu people.

Khalisah.

Kunci and Mas.

Jump shot. ;)

Episode 3:

Monster & hilarious botak. :D

She's my fav monster after Godzilla.

haha.Khusyuk tengok crime watch . lol.Peace.My ever botak bestest buddy. :)

Episode 04:

CRAZY people. xD

Hizuan & Ahmad. -.-

Taken by Mr.Hanis.

Ghost.

Episode 05:

SRM-squared .

Photogenic as always.

Sakinah, Mas, Maww, Rafie.(missing)

Haha.

Beat that !

Mas Tuty ku !

And the sunlight never fails to shine with them beside me .

Signing off,

Rafie.

Prepare for a journey!

2009-05-09T11:41:00.013+08:00

So from now on, will be updating on events that have happened in
2009.

Chapter 1:
Surprise Birthday Party, March 17 2009.

So i was told from my Amigos that we will just go to
a nearby restaurant.

They said there is a new restaurant near central and it very nice.
Damn bastards.
There's no such things.

They asked to meet outside mosque, at the park.
& when i came " SURPRISE !"
haha.

And was sprayed the confetti all over.
Attire was not for right event.
lol.

Then we started to TRY starting the fire.
Which took us, 2-3 hours .
haha.

Thanks to doing a barbeque without learning how to start a fire first.
Then we started frying and cooking so much food.
& got Beyonce's album as present.
:D

Then sis went to the toilet.
When she went out, Amsyar being the mischievous one,
took a balloon and tried to scare her.
Turn out, it FAILED.
pathetic.
haha.

Then took all kinds of pictures.
Sis Adila- Ugly cute
Me- Rafie fierce
Amsyar- AmsyarVogue
All made up by Amsyar.
Haha.

Then eat and eat.
The best part was when we told our personal stories.
Thanks sis for the useful advices. J
& most importantly, i love my AMIGOS.

Came wrongly dressed.
Sis, Amsyar, Afif.
All the foooooood.
Rafie fierce . hahaha. Cute boy who talked with sis suddenly and we gave him sweets. Syar acting he's doing it. Actually, only God Knows ! Chef for the day.
Busy fanning. Hamsyaaaar'.

Balloon machine.
My turn !
purple fire.

Grilled chicken.
afif.

Name of pudding brand:
Syar's Vogue Pudding. Go ahead and try. You'll never see tomorrow.
haha.
Advertisement .
Night craziness.
Calefare.

Vogue. NOT.

Sabo-ed !

Excess aluminium. haha.

Signing off,

Rafie.

Smile that enlightens.

2009-05-02T23:02:00.007+08:00

The smile that brighten everyone's world .

Haha.

Theres only one person who smiles every second,
theres only one person who laughs at everything,
theres only one person who is crazy but pretty,
theres only one person that has a siput herself (Bukan siput babi ehh)
and she is Husna.

& i mean the one and only ,original
Husna.
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Happy Bdae to U ,
Happy bdae to U ,
Happy bdae to Husna Bte (Insert word Urself la),
Happy bdae to YOUUUUUUUUUUU !!

:D

DEY, SMILE ALWAYS WOKAY?

I hope you have a bright future as bright as your smile
and your heart.

Don't let any guy spoil your life.
Haha.
Mcm phm.

Enjoy the last minutes of your special day.
:D

Signing off,

Rafie.

Its just Life.

2009-04-19T07:32:00.008+08:00

Someone asked,
" You tell me, who have never ever failed in life ?"

& its true everyone will win sometimes and will loose sometimes.
But if you are able to let the failures pass and start anew,
you have won.

Yes, Boon Lay Choir got a Bronze again.
Face it.
No more hiding.

But people out there,
you people don't understand how hard we trained for,
and how many sweat we have given off,
just to change the negative look on BLSS Choir.

Its not about the results anymore,
its about the times

we shared laughters.

we cracked jokes

and we laughed non-stop.

We seriously don't care anymore about the results,
and the awful words of people.

Now, we are focused on our next aim.
Which is to keep Mr. Tham.
After all, he is the main reason we've been so far together.
& nothing can ever replace him and the memories we shared as a Choir.

Nothing.

Say whatever you all want.
But it shows how you don't know how to enjoy life.
Stupid people who think this way.

& worst, our choir will just remain strong and firm,
and not to forget the people i will always remember out of choir,

Iliyana,
Kathilien,
Izza,
Saren.

My all-time fav seniors. (Even though they can be extreme bastards at times. Haha.)

One more chance given. lets soar up high Choir.

Just keep remembering,

all the good times with Mr. Tham,

with Iliyana laughing out loud,

with all my silly mistakes,

singing "I watch the white horses" instead of "The wind.."

Johnson's damn funny jokes,

Kathilien's wonderous voice,

Safirah loud laugh,

Saren's ever white smile,

Mr. Tan's conducting,

Mr. Tham's hairstyles,

Aizat's dance moves during choir practice,

Joe Bay's unique voice,

Yi Kang's irritatingness,

& every moment we shared.

ITS ALL NOT WORTH THE TEARS.

Signing off,

Rafie.